How's my sweet baby boy? I decided to write to each of you separately. :) Actually, I lied, I'm just gonna write to both of you!
It has been an interesting week. One I am not overly proud of! Really it started out pretty good. We really enjoyed having Monday off. We really didn't do a whole lot though. Tuesday we had an appointment with Gpa's with his primary care physician. She is an awesome Dr. However, It did not agree with the doctor and at one point told her that she should have her arrested. I could not believe it! After the appt, It would not shut up about how wrong the dr was. Finally, gpa had enough and told her to "go to hell" (remember that is a direct quote). We got home and things escalated rather quickly. I went upstairs to read because I didn't want to hear it. It kept yelling at gpa and I finally had enough! I came downstairs where I was accused of eaves dropping..hmmm last time I knew it was MY house! Well, I LOST it! it was real bad!! I think that suffering her abuse for the last month all came out! I told Gpa that she was no longer welcome here. I even said that I hope he regressed and died, then he would be with my mom and not HER! I apologized to gpa and he just said he was sorry that it turned out that way. I was so upset, I went to leave and decided that it was not safe to drive, so I went across the street and talked to Rita.
After a little bit, gpa texted and asked me to come home. It said that she didn't want to leave like this and proceeded to tell me why she was right. I was good and didn't say anything. I was so ANGRY that I felt dizzy and my fingers and toes were tingling.
Dad took me out to lunch and of course, I cried to him. I feel as though I gave up so much and this was the thanks I got!
Wednesday, I got up early and took Gpa to physical therapy. When I got home IT was all ready to leave and very happy to be going! I told gpa that I was worried about him, and he blew me off...oh well
I can't be around her anymore. So, I guess that means that I won't be around your gpa anymore It has felt kind of like when Gma died. Makes me sad, but he made his bed and now has to lay in it.
At church today, I talked to the Bishop--I am still so upset that I didn't feel worthy enough to take the sacrament. We have an AWESOME bishop!! He totally understood and even gave me a blessing. It really helped!
I didn't realize how much contention was in our home! It is nice to just be us again!!!! Hopefully things will get back to normal...whatever that is. ha,ha.
My 2 classes are going good! Tiffany is still doing good in school...let's keep praying that it continues! ha,ha.
Well, I sure love you guys!!! I am so proud of you too!!! Always remember who you are! Be strictly obedient! Mind your p's and q's. Never forget that I will always love you!!!
Love, Mom
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